it happens, right?
Today, i relapsed. It kills me to write this right now, but all I can keep reminding myself to slightly feel better is "it happens." To all people, to all addictions- it happens. I think I'm more upset over the fact that I literally couldn't even tell you the last time I fell back on my eating disorder. Probably close to 4 years since, atleast from what I can remember. I'm proud of that, and I'm not at all proud of today. I haven't wrote on my blog in a good 2 years, I've been itching to get back into it, and of course.. this is the time I start back up again. Sad, right? It's ironic to me, really. I started this blog to share my eating disorder. every struggle, and the daily struggle. So here we are, this happens to be one. It's important to me to remember that I didn't completely finish. I let it out once, I reminded myself I am better than this and I can stop now. So I did, right then. In the past when I would be done throwing up, I...