Recovering

I’ll be up front an honest with you guys right now, I used to never see myself as a positive person. Who I am today has taken time, and to be frank it still is taking time. I do believe that while you go through trials, hard times, and in my case recovery- keeping a positive outlook on things and life in general is hard. We all can agree on that, right? I let my negativity over rule everything in my life. I had a negative view on my self, my body image, people around me, recovery, life and all that was happening, and it was easier for me to point the finger at others than take a look in the mirror and fix/focus on myself. When I look back on how I was when I started recovery, angry is the best word to describe my past self. I was angry with everything. I was angry I had to go through recovery and getting better, on top of stopping and ending bad habits. I was angry at everyone around me, even if they had done nothing at all. I was angry with life. I was angry that someone told anothe...