Everyday Girl, Everyday Struggles
Along with my eating disorder, my anxiety and depression followed. If I could pick and telling you which was worse, it would be those two over my eating disorder. Crazy, right? Bet you didn't expect that one. My eating is a constant struggle, but so were those two. I found them to be worse, only because it was completely different than anything I had to deal with in my eating disorder. Along with my anxiety and depression, came self harm. The reason I say those two were worse than my eating disorder all around is because they hit me all at once. It's easier to tell your self while recovering that "you don't need to purge." "it's not worth it." than being unhappy and anxious and saying "k calm down." or the worst "Be happy." In many ways I could cope with my eating disorder, and it felt impossible with my anxiety and depression. Not only did I have me reminding myself not to purge, but also to try and relax and be happy. During a...